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Left I stand alone I stare Dreams are gone what hope is there No more love this life a lie no more feelings I should just die You are the one I lost my soulmate You slipt away Through the nightgate How could you leave me How could you go What do I do now I just dont know A life without you is a life of lies Pain fills all parts of me I can't disguise Tormented already I must be in hell I wish I could change things To cast a spell To survive is painful to die would be bliss My head in my hands Has it come to this Dont mind if I go Only lies remain I feel like I'm bound heart captured and chained I must go

Choices made a vibrant finish Drifting through your hearts minds eye Talking now can only finish Things we never meant to die Slipping fast and sliding downward Oops was never meant to stop Never a thought about the long term Hearts come halting then they drop What went wrong oh dare I ask you No you would just run away Probably don't have a clue At all the things I'd like to say Lessons learnt no more repeated Unless you don't know what you did wrong Oh well better left not needed Once again repeated song Stop the nonsence that your making Tell yourself another lie Dream a dream of deep romance and I will be there by yo

A perfect life A perfect place A broken dream An empty space A dream come true A saving grace A failing love A big disgrace An outside nice An inside pain A living lie A heavy chain A full life view An empty heart A tiny bud A brand new start A prison cell A freedom race A tear falls down A plan to chase

You said unless I had something to say. I paused considering as you walked away What did you expect for me to gravel at your toes While you smugly walked out up in the air your nose Maybe you are to good for me Whatever keeps you sane at night Pretend you never loved me Pretend your always right I guess you erased me I'm gone from your side I mean nothing to you Behind your mask you hide You chose my path for me I had no choice in this I guess you dwell best in your pain In its sweet gentle bliss So go ahead and stay there Hidden safely in your shell Because you were no where to be found When all the pieces fell So go ah

Shock flows through ice cold water I could have told myself it would happen again I kick myself because I thought it wouldn't happen to me But here I am in this water Stuck in this moment I know what happens next All to well, It's happened before I don't even try to struggle What's meant to be will be I'm drowning Don't panic now it will be over soon Shock oh why wasn't I ready You talk real slow But you are reciting word for word What has already happened You don't even know Your in slow motion I strain to hear The smallest tinge of hope in your voice Do you think I will survive It's so cold I am so deep I reach out t

Lost hope abandoned dreams drifting through my mind Why do I hold on to the hurt and why do I cry Why can't I hear you screaming you want nothing to do with me Why are my eyes blinded why can't I see I watched you walk out of my door You left me on the steps You never said goodbye or even why you left You ignore me and shun me Did you never feel the blow The hurt the pain the torture What you did to me you'll never know You smugly walk on by me You whisper at my back You really have no clue At the social skills you lack Why did I give chance after chance To ever do what's right To tell me the reason for this sudden fligh

If I only knew. I would have held tighter I would have let go. I would have run the mile and stood the test of time I would have been myself and took the time in every moment just to be at your side. What is it I cant see I cant stop feeling and I cant stop living. Get over it I yell at myself again but my heart cant hear me. I desperatly cling and try to flee at the same time why cant I walk away. You said you dont want me anymore. You walked out on me. You left me in my pain and in my silence I waited for you. I knew you were lost in me. You didnt fight why should you. Why should anyone have to shouldnt love be easy. I was not playing gam

Romance and love flow through my mind as a sharp knife running down my spine. I fear that I may fall for you Cause in my heart I know your true. You hurt me to my heart my soul Then you took off and I lost control. Now you look at me deep in my eyes And I try to remember all your lies. But the truth is we both made mistakes Yours just brought us to this place. My heart beats softly oh once more There goes my heart back on the floor.